What is the true nature of our faith? Is it something that the Protestants found amidst corruption in the Reformation? Or is it something else? Is it something more? Is it possible that we were wrong and that Christianity had existed together and solid, continuous for the past 2,000 years? Maybe I have been wrong.
Everything that I have ever believed for the most part about a mass was destroyed last week. I saw something that was definitely strange to me but not entirely alien. It had something about it. It was strangely beautiful. I was just surprised and kind of awed by what I saw.
I don't claim to understand it all. All I know is the Bible and I know only a little of that. But I do know that I saw love. A great deal of love. And that seems to be the only tangible thing that I can see. That is what astounded me. I am surprised. I am nervous. But mostly, I am curious.